Almost the end of 2009!

Well my 1st post was way back at the begining of the year, and now its almost the end of the year, guess I didnt do so hot in keeping it updated!

Tons has happened since that 1st post. I had a second miscarriage at the end of January at about 12 weeks. Unfortunatly I had a blighted ovum which means there was no baby, but my body still thought I was pregnant, my uterus still grew and my hormones thought i was pregnant too. It was so diffucult to have those few ultrasounds and see nothing on the screen, when there should have been a baby growing there.

In May I found out I was pregnant yet again, I guess Brian and I sure are fertile! Unfortunatly I had another misscarriage at about 5-6 weeks. This just doesnt get any easier the more you have. If i didnt already have my wonderful daughter Emma, Im not sure how I would have got thru this. I only told my parents and Ferris this time, which did help knowing that not too many people had to find out we had yet another misscarriage.